Shattered, broken and dishearted he thought
He has left everything for something he still hasnt sought
A million thoughts crossed his mind
How can he be so blind
Confused and deluded, he pittied himself
Feeling like a helpless, useless, powerless elf
How can he be so naïve
Chasing something he knew, he would never achieve
And yet there he sat under the cloudy sky
Closing his eyes wondering about her, he sighed
And even after all this time and what he had been through
He has nothing left, but rue
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Kesy Lot Aye Ho..
Mere dil ke chokhat par, aj kesy lot aye ho
Dil to dukha gaye thy, ab kia leny aaye ho
Jin raaston ko chor kar main ab sanbhal paaya tha
Kia un raaston par muge lota deny aye ho
Woh jin yaadon ko bhool kar main muskurany laga tha
Kia un yadon ko phir se taza karny aye ho
Woh jin zakhmaun par marham laga kar main zindagi jeeny laga tha
Kia un zakhmaun pr namak chirhakny aye ho
Aj kuch hua hai jo tum lot aye ho
Yaqenan dil dukha kar phir akela chor jany aye ho
A Tear
Its dark, he’s alone
And he misses you
He wants to cry
But his heart has become stiff
His eyes have gone dry
He wants to scream
But his voice has gone missing
He thinks
About heartbreak
About how he got betrayed
He misses you but at the same time
He’s angry at you
But he still loves you
He still wants to be with you
He’ll give up everything in a second to have you back
He is frightened
And you’re his only saviour
He may have grown up but he’s still the same
The same person who slept in your arms
In his childhood
The same person who cried on your shoulder
When he was sad
The same person who found peace in your kisses
When he was scared
He writes
he misses you more
And oh finally
He sheds a…
…Tear
(I think I miss my mother)
A wish
Today in the downhall I was sitting by the aisle
Questions.
Do you remember the pain you inflicted on me when you left?
Have you ever thought about that horrifying moment?
Did you see how my eyes sparkled when I asked you to stay?
Have you ever thought about me the way I have been thinking about you for past two years?
Did you see my sudden smile when you said “I’ll come back” ?
Have you ever missed me the way I miss you?
Do you not regret your decision? Tell me? Do you not?
Maan
Jab Khizan main pattay gir jaty hain
To ankhain teri rah takti hain
Jab barish ke boondain tip tip girti hain
To dil tuge yad krta hai
Jab sham ko parindy lot kr jaty hain
To teri yad jagaty jaty hain
Jab badal zor sai garajta hai
To tera pyar yad ata hai
Aur jab sooraj chamakny lagta hai
To ek umeed se jag jati hai
Yeh dil tuge yad karta hai
Yeh ankhain teri rah daikhti hain
Par maan, par….
Poems
All these poems which I wrote for you
But they were still ignored by you
All these poems which meant so much
But they were still unable to earn your trust
All these poems written with a bleeding heart
But they weren’t able to turn your stubborn heart
All these poems written to reduce the pain
But your ignorance made them of no gain
all these poems engraved with my feelings
but you never even bothered to open their sealing
Though I know this one won’t be treated differently
But I’ll still write these poems repeatedly
Maybe one day you’ll read it all
And maybe it will move your heart
Peshawar we stand with you!
Kids dressed up for assembly prayers
Monsters dressed up for an inhumane act
Sun decided not to rise
As God had planned a dark day
Little kids reading poems
Huge monsters planning attacks
And then the world stood still
Tears were dropped
They were so heartless
That they attacked little kids
But we don’t mourn on Martyrs
Its time for us to stand
Its time for us to stand as one
Its time we end our disputes
Its time we end our conflicts
Its time to support each other
Its time for us to prove what we can do
Its time for us to stay together
Its time for us to stand with everyone
Its time for us to stand as a Nation
PESHAWAR WE STAND WITH YOU!
Your Voice
There’s something really weird about this night
It’s awkwardly cold and sky isn’t bright
It’s cloudy everywhere and stars are out of sight
But still from somewhere I can hear your voice
Beautiful, melodious like a nightingale in the sky
Music to my ears is this symphonious voice
And I am sure it will make me sleep at night
(P.S: wrote this for my mom whom I can’t wait to meet after 5 very long months)
Changing Seasons
The stars aren’t shining anymore
The sun isn’t rising anymore
The moon isn’t shining in my life
And the darkness is all I’ve in my sight
The flowers aren’t blooming around me
And there are crumpled leaves around trees
Guess the spring season’s gone
And autumn season’s on