A wish

Today in the downhall I was sitting by the aisle

Thinking about us for a while
Thinking about what we could have had
Its shocking how it turned out to be so bad
The stories the plans the life we thought about
But its all gone now leaving behind just the doubts
But now I am here all alone losing my retention
Still reminscing everything, relishing all the moments
And in this wind I still feel your fragrance
And with that I wish that you’ll comeback

Questions.

Do you remember the pain you inflicted on me when you left?

Have you ever thought about that horrifying moment?

Did you see how my eyes sparkled when I asked you to stay?

Have you ever thought about me the way I have been thinking about you for past two years?

Did you see my sudden smile when you said “I’ll come back” ?

Have you ever missed me the way I miss you?

Do you not regret your decision? Tell me? Do you not?

Maan

Jab Khizan main pattay gir jaty hain

To ankhain teri rah takti hain

Jab barish ke boondain tip tip girti hain

To dil tuge yad krta hai

Jab sham ko parindy lot kr jaty hain

To teri yad jagaty jaty hain

Jab badal zor sai garajta hai

To tera pyar yad ata hai

Aur jab sooraj chamakny lagta hai

To ek umeed se jag jati hai

Yeh dil tuge yad karta hai

Yeh ankhain teri rah daikhti hain

Par maan, par….

Poems

All these poems which I wrote for you

But they were still ignored by you

All these poems which meant so much

But they were still unable to earn your trust

All these poems written with a bleeding heart

But they weren’t able to turn your stubborn heart

All these poems written to reduce the pain

But your ignorance made them of no gain

all these poems engraved with my feelings

but you never even bothered to open their sealing

Though I know this one won’t be treated differently

But I’ll still write these poems repeatedly

Maybe one day you’ll read it all

And maybe it will move your heart

Memories

Horrifying creepy thoughts in my head

Laying all alone on this bed

Disastrous terrifying memories surround

I’m here shaking my head around

The moments we had the memories we shared

But now I’m alone wandering here and there

Cant sleep and I’m losing my mind

Missing you on this cold December night

Don’t remember the time when I last heard your voice

But I’m sure it was the last time that I smiled

Peshawar we stand with you!

Kids dressed up for assembly prayers

Monsters dressed up for an inhumane act

Sun decided not to rise

As God had planned a dark day

Little kids reading poems

Huge monsters planning attacks

And then the world stood still

Tears were dropped

They were so heartless

That they attacked little kids

But we don’t mourn on Martyrs

Its time for us to stand

Its time for us to stand as one

Its time we end our disputes

Its time we end our conflicts

Its time to support each other

Its time for us to prove what we can do

Its time for us to stay together

Its time for us to stand with everyone

Its time for us to stand as a Nation

PESHAWAR WE STAND WITH YOU!

Your Voice

There’s something really weird about this night

It’s awkwardly cold and sky isn’t bright

It’s cloudy everywhere and stars are out of sight

But still from somewhere I can hear your voice

Beautiful, melodious like a nightingale in the sky

Music to my ears is this symphonious voice

And I am sure it will make me sleep at night

(P.S: wrote this for my mom whom I can’t wait to meet after 5 very long months)

Quest

I am trying to figure out a sloution to this mystery you left me in

I am looking for a way to end this misery I am in

I am  looking for the answers to the questions I have

I am following the paths to take back what I lost

I am running away from the demons i have to the demons I want

I am standing here in the middle of the night screaming your name

And this quest of yours has made me insane

Lost souls and arranged words